SapphireShy

I make creatures to cope with my depression, anxiety, and now the thoughts I get. It helps me when I draw them as characters.
Lovely is a character that represents me as a being, the loving part of me most importantly, the part of me that struggles to stay clinging to the living world on a daily basis.. the one that is constantly harassed by these creatures but quietly faces them on his own.
I’ve created a new creature, his name is Thoughts. He haunts me every day. Teases me and pushes me to the limit of harm but gets shoved back when it gets too close. It’s hard to shut him up, I’ve tried with medicine to cope with his chatter but it’s hard to not hear the clanking of his teeth. He’s always looking from afar, behind Anxiety and Depression. I handle him quietly, but he’s there. I always try to cope with it the best I can but it’s keeping me from doing what I love to do. Draw great things and sweet things that bring me joy. All I get out of it is vent that represents my struggles and makes me cry to look at cause it reminds me of what was happening to me.
I can’t make him leave, but, he’s there.

He’s there.

My partner wants a ton of trolls to go and troll this one youtuber that's their sister's boyfriend and we thought it would be funny to gather a bunch of trolls to troll his channel-

I personally don't like this guy just because of what he's doing in my lovely's home, leaving all his shit in their house and just being an annoying freeloader-- His computer and stuff that he uses is there and a bunch of other shit- you kinda get the idea why I don't like him.

BUTT- I'm asking for you guys to come troll him too because WHY NOT, RIGHT? If anyone of you enjoy trolling people then I got the guy for y'all.


His name is Lawrenceindasky ( has a big 'L' as his icon) and whoever bugs him enough can get a sketch commission from me XD
You'd be good in my book, dudes.

I really should have set some guidelines  or something for the Grozins... Like, I should've done that but..I sorta forgot you had to do that stuff. Well, I figured out a bit more on them so.. Yeah.

If you plan on making a Grozin anytime soon (or if you adopt one from me after I make some and want to change it), here's some little tips that may help you.. It may help, it may not.. I dunno.

- Grozins can have any shape of horns, curled, spiked, swirled... Just as long as they aren't antlers. They aren't deer.

- They live in the forest, so they'll need natural colored fur to sorta help them blend in their surroundings, so no rainbow colored nonsense.

- their horns, inside of ears, markings on thier fur, eyes, and the base color of the tail are the same color. It can be any color you want but it has to be a brighter color than the color of their stripes on their tail and spikes.

- they do have spikes on their tail but don't cover the whole tail in spikes, the spikes really don't serve a purpose other than just being there for looks. They won't use their spikes for fighting or anything because they are known as a kind hearted species, but there are some Grozins that are mean and hateful. Those kind bite!

- if you make a male, make them tall and sorta big unless they're young. The males look wayyy different in size than the females, but female Grozins can be tall too just not often.

- the only reason I put that only males can have bigger horns is because the males have stronger neck muscles that can handle having such big horns. That's why females have smaller ones..

- The Grozins live in sort of Tribe-like-packs so they have a ranking and such, I haven't fully figured out how they organize things yet but I'll get on that.

- They live in caves in the forest and stay there until evening comes and it's not as bright. Sure, it's dark in there but they have little faintly glowing crystals that are lines along the walls of the caves they stay in so they some light in there. The sunlight hurts their eyes, so they prefer it being dark, they can see better then and plus.. THEIR EYES CAN GLOW IN THE DARK.

So.. Yeah. I have quite a bit on them but not a lot.. If you have any questions about these fluffy mutts, feel free to ask.

I still can't believe there are over 200 people that like my art, where the heck did you all come from??

I honestly thought that I'd create a poorly drawn Thulite and just carry on with just that, no more than 6 watchers. That 6 became 10 then 25 and then 40, and so on.. Where did you all come from?? I appreciate that over 200 people want to see me draw my characters, struggle to create back stories for half of them, and constantly change some of them.. Most of y'all I know for a fact only came for the MLP in the beginning and I'm glad the few of you from the start stayed.. This is just..

Wow.

I just can't believe it, I just recently put my new 50 watcher selfie thing up too.. That was quick. I'm not sure on what to do for the next 50 watcher thing. Should I draw some big picture or create adopts of some sort, but like- a ton of them.
I need help on figuring that part out, so feel free to comment suggestions on this journal if you want.

Anyways, thank you guys for watching!! It means a lot..

I got tagged by LewieToons QAQ
1. PICK AN OC TO INTERVIEW
2. YOU MUST ANSWER THE FOLLOWING 10 QUESTIONS
3. TAG 6 PEOPLE AFTER INTERVIEW
4. TAKE YOUR TIME ON QUESTIONS

I'm gonna do Thulite because I love that Big Cat Momma c:

1. When were you born?
I was made in a special kindergarten where they make gems that either are experiments or will be experimented on, about 1000 years ago... 1001 to be exact. Had a birthday recently...

2. What's your favorite color?
Favorite? There's more than just pink? Prasiolite didn't tell me there was more!!
3. What's your favorite food?
Donut holes. Those are the best! Especially the chocolate covered ones! Can I get some after this?

4. Do you have a gf/bf?
Heh.. I have Amber, Zircon, Alexandrite, Orange topaz.. A few others gems... I love mostly every gem I'm friends with but I'm mostly with those four. I'm the closest to Amber out of all of them..

5. What's your favorite thing to do?
One word. Naps.

6. How fast can you run?
When I'm on all fours I can run up to the speed of light which was supposed to make me dangerous to enemies... If I was to run normally it would be pretty average...I think.

7. QUIT GOING SLOW!!
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO YELL AT ME, HUMAN!! I WILL CRUSH YOU.

8. How smart are you?
Well.. If you call having knowledge of all gems and their weaknesses memorized being smart then ..pretty smart??

9. Do you have a brother/sister?
What's that?

10. LAST QUESTION What's your belonging that you never wanna lose?
Would other gems be belongings? I don't want to lose any of them..

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I TAG EVERYONE!!! MUHAHAHA!!
Also~ If anyone has any other questions about Thulite or for her then you can go ahead and ask. :3